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06:02pm 18/04/2005
 
mood: annoyed
wow. it has been a very ... emotional and exciting past couple of weeks.

first of all. people are hypocrites. NATURALLY . i don't know, but one of the biggest parts of my life left me on my ass. (used) and now i guess i feel a lot more free. no more bullshit. i don't thinkit was a good relationship for me anyways, so cheers!

this weekend was a good one though, went to the beach with lisa and diane. met up with the sexy brent. mm

and then on sunday, went to south coast plaaazaaa with my sister and mom for her 20th! birthday..i got a shiiitload fuck yaa.

in the end its been okay but people have been assfucks to me lately i don't know exactly whats wrong ...
oh well .		  
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wow   
12:05pm 19/03/2005
 
mood: morning . lazy. drowzy. ew.
so bored and lazy.
blah blah blah

my sister is home. woooo.
and last night was amusing. even though im sick.
the ring 2 sucked ass.

gymnastics is fun. with the bitchess.
i can't wait for fucking summer. school is such a bitch.
homework is my life and is all i ever think about.
i hate hate hate school
oh well . spring break and EASTER are soon. fun .
candy.
skiing ehh. whateverr. yay for ski helmets and medical safety precautions and such.
thanks mom.

thats my update :)
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09:51pm 15/02/2005
 
mood: cynical
music: the who-the seeker
...just when you think your life is turning around ...




you get shit on


HAPPY VALENTOONS AFTERALL



no not really.

story of my life		  
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10:48pm 04/02/2005
 
mood: frustrated
i fucking hate
i dont have a life
i have priorities and i have no emotion
i have no friends
i cant stand for this
people are so FAKE
i am not goign to fucking DEAL with how im treated by everyone
my life is composed of the things that i TRY to do well and FAIL
FAIL
i dont fit in
i can't CHANGE
so if you didnt like me then dont lead me on now
fuck you
i cant do it anymore
i dont know why i even put up with it all
my life has been full of fucking masks
i dont even know me
complain complain complain
so have fun without me		  
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washup   
09:25pm 03/02/2005
 
mood: bouncy
music: alexis on fire..what now?
i am lazy and this whoole school situation is getting annoyyyinggg
gr
what is up with ppl and height anyways .. who still makes fun of short people..?
..just a little old hmm? ANGER

anywho. tomorow after school is going to be fun. fooood with babes. chiiiillll

bye		  
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weiiird   
12:40am 23/01/2005
 
mood: hopeful
this is such a strange feeling. hard to explain.
i have been so uptight and annoying lately...i feel , for once, so calm and just chilled out and it feels really fucking good.

i apologize to all my friends for being so weird lately. i hope i feel like this more often

this is the end of the spiritual post of feelings.

gooooooodnight		  
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lakjhert procrastination up the ass.   
10:15pm 20/01/2005
 
mood: disappointed
music: simon and garfunkel. they are like my lifes music.
i should be reading but no.
noooo.
hmm gym tonight. that was fun.
cant WAIT until summer . ughhh.
should be going to my psych soon to figure out what the fuck is wrong with me. and my sister. haha.
finally.





i hate school. i hate shaking. i hate crying for no reason. i hate not knowing. i hate being hated.		  
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YAY for boredommm   
05:48pm 16/01/2005
 
mood: tired
i stole this from diane. therefore u must read it.
001. What is your name? taylor
002. Spell your name backwards: rolyat
003. Date of birth: November 5, 1988
004. Male or female? female
005. Astrological sign: Scorpio
006. Nicknames: tay, taywhore, ATP, slut, bitch, hunnybaby, etc etc
007. Occupation? russian prostitute
008. Height: lets say 5'0"
009. Weight: 96? i dunno
010. Hair color: hm. barf?
011. Eye color: blue
012. Where were you born? san diegooo
013. Where do you reside now? southern california
014. Age: 16
015. Screen names: mainly taytay17834....but i have a lot more
016. E-mail addy: who says addy
017. What does your screen name stand for? my name
018. What is your lj name? dude. check it outttt
019. What does your Blurty name stand for? i have no idea. whatever it is i WANT one.
020. Pets: my brothers obiese frog named Gumby!
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake?probably 16
022. Piercings? ears
023. Tattoo's? none
024. Shoe size: 6
025. Righty or lefty? lefty/righty/AMBI
026. Wearing: just comfy doolongs
027. Hearing: uh. my computer.
028. Feeling: stomach ache ew
029. Eating/drinking: starbursts.

~Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~
061. Have you ever been in love? hannah and i are in love. i love most of my friends
062. How many people have you told "I love you"? a lot of ppl. i use it too freely.
063. How many people have you been in love with? i dunno .


i dunno why it skipped to 114 but okay.


114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? no but i like wheat thins
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? uh no
116. Are your parents divorced? nope
117. Do you have step parents? nope
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? no
119. If so for what? dont ask stupid questions
120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? yes

~Music Stuff~
121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? hillary duff- SWEET 16! FUCKAZ
122. What's the most embarrasing cd you own? uh. tatiana ali?
123. What's the best cd you own? queeeen
124. What song do you absolutely hate? hmm yellow submarine unfortunatly
125. Do you sing in the shower? not exactly ;)
126. What song reminds you of that special someone? hm. Babe im gunna leave you- Led Zeppelin

~Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs!~
127. Pink: ew
128. Aerosmith: dream on
129. Madonna: Like a virgin, touched for the very first time
130. Korn: ew
131. Backstreet Boys: I want it that waaay
132. The Beatles: michelle...my belle. these are words that go together well. my michelle.
133. Sublime: sorry if i can but i am only a man. nobody ever told me it's the wrong way.
134. J.Lo: think im gunna spin ur cash I WONT
135. *Nsync:  digital digital get dowwn
136. Limp Bizkit: break stuff hahah
137. Britney Spears: im not a girl. not yet a woman.
138. Creed: Can you take me hiiigher
139. Enrique Iglesias: ahahaha crazzyyyy
140. Good Charlotte: girls dont like boys girls like cars and money. werd.
141. Christina Aguilera: girls i aint a sluuut
142. Eminem:slizzim shizzady
143. New Found Glory: ew
144. Kelly Clarkson: BLANKing out
145. Kelly Osbourne: ew
146. Mandy Moore: Baby, won't you walk me home?
147. Eve: e-v-e COMIN ATCHAA
148. Aaliyah: hmmmm
149. Nelly: It's gettin hot in herre!
150. Alicia Keys: Some people want it all, but I don't want nothin at all If it ain't you baby, if I cant you baby 
151. Incubus: I wish you were here..
most of those were stole from diane im too lazy**
~Favorites~
152. Color: chocolate brown/olive
153. Food: toooo many
154. Song: castles made of sand(hendrix)/ michelle(beatles)
155. Show: ahaha FREAKAZOID
156. school subject: matematicas
157. Band/singer: hm elton john/ jimi hendrix/ jethro tull/ simon+garfunkel toooo many
158. Animal: koala/chinchillaaa
159. Outfit: uhhhhh. thats SO emo. come on.
160. Radio station: 103.7 PLANET/ 101.5/aero93.1/ 89.5 KPBS duhhh
161. Movie: hm.so fucking many.
162. Pair of shoes: my formal shoes :)
163. Cartoon: old school Doug. FREAKAZOID.
164. Actor: kevin spacey
165. Actress: eh i dk
166. Potato chip: hm. prob just ruffled/ barbeque
167. Drink: CLEARLY CANADIAN
168. Alcholic: mm pucker!
169. Holiday: CHRISTMAS!
170. Perfume/cologne: mandarin orange basil by trish mcevoy or marc by marc jacobs !!!
171. Pizza topping: sausage
172. Jello flavor: ehhh
173. Lunch meat: roast beast!
174. Board Game: Monopoly even though it takes forever and the name doesn't even make sense (diane haha) mono poly fuckers
175. Video game: MONKEY BALL 2! what now?
176. Website: myspace myspace myspace hhheeeee
177. Book: the lovely bones . omg
178. Computer game: FLIP WORDS
179. Number:19!
180. Cereal: special K
181. Comedian: Will Ferrell, Dane Cook. Daniel Tosh, Mitch hedburg
182. Dessert: too many. ice cream?
183. Disney character: dumbo
184. Clothing store: af biatch. savvy.
185. Passtime: getting candy with my sister. watching movies late at night w/ hannah/dev and laughing till i pee my pants
186. Teacher: mrs king. mrs carrillo hahaha. trupe dizzawg
187. Childhood toy:K*nex of course. its the intelligent childs playtoy
188. Carnival game/ride: roller coasters/ flying swings!!
189. Candy bar: Toffee crisps!!!
190. Magazine: eh. VOGUE
191. Salad dressing: Caesar
192. Thing to do on the weekend: hang w/ my love.
193. Hot drink:peppermint mocha.
194. Season: summer and winter
195. Sport to watch: gymnastics biatch
196. Person to talk to online:probably hannah/ ty ha

~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~
197. What color are your sheets? faded pink
198. What color are your bedroom walls? washed out yellow
199. Do you have posters on your wall? SOON
200. If so of what? probably led zep pink flizzoyd and simon +garfunkle. anything.
201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? nope
202. How many pillows are on your bed? like 5
203. What do you normally sleep in?nothingabsolutelynothingfuckme
204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: comfy pants + old t shirt
205. What size bed do you have? queeeen
206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed?  i had a bunkbed :)
 207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? yes
208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? definately
209. Describe the last nightmare you had: last night my brother was a murderer
210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? my fom pillow
211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? 3....+lamp ;)
212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? ahahahaha....yes.
213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? nope
214. Do you snore? supposedly so
215. How about drool? it depends on my mood.
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? yeah
217. What color is the carpet in your room? cream?
218. What's under your bed? my vibrator kelly

~This or that~
219. beach/mountains: beach
220. Donuts/bagels: bagels
221. Day/night: night
222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the weast. mwaha
223. Heaven/hell: i love satan
224. Make love/have sex: fuck me up the ass
225. Coffee/tea: botthhh
226. Roses/ Daisies: roses
227. Study/Cheating: depends. probably study
228. Britney/Christina: XTINA
229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: monterey jack
230. Real World/Road Rules: real world!
231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: *nsync!
232. Silver/gold: either. white gold.
233. Nike/Adidas: MANOLO
234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: jack in te box
235. Sweet/sour: sour
236. Punk/emo: fuck LABELS.goddamn
237. Hot/cold: cold+lots of blankets
238. Winter/summer: summer
239. Spring/fall: spring
240. Operas/plays: plays
241. Read/watch tv: watch tv
242. Cd's/tapes: CDs
243. Dvd's/vhs: DVD
244. Old/new: both
245. Shorts/skirts: skirts
246. Pink/red: red
247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: both
248. Meat/vegetables: fruits
249. Mexican food/chinese food: Italian
250. Commercials/infomercials: infomercials!
251. Scary movies/comedies: comedies
252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: bikiniiis
253. Sandals/tennis shoes: sandals
254. Dogs/cats: dogs and cats
255. Unicorns/fairies: I...like unicorns....a lot.
256. Water/land: water
257. Sugar/spice: sugar
258. Black/white: black and white
259. ribbons/bows: uhh ribbons
260. Chicken/beef: beeefy ew jk chicken! CHURROS! hahahaha
261. Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: regular
262. Cars/trucks: cars
263. Austin Powers/James Bond:james bond
264. Popcorn/pretzels: popcorn
265. Hip/hop: hahaha nice
266. Passionate kiss/peck: passionate!
267. WWE wrestling/real wrestling: wrestling is fucking stupid
268. Back rub/foot massage: back rub
269. Picture frames/photo albums: both but photo albums are more fun
270. Pens/pencils: bic mechanic pencils

~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~
271. Eminem: rap sucks
272. Virgins: go you
273. God: dont go there
274. The Osbournes: annoy me
275. Reality TV: entertaining yet stupid
276. J.Lo: god marry a bum for christ sake
277. Religion: something to rely on
278. Emo music: can emo really be categorized good god
279. Valentine's Day: ppl make too much of a big deal out of it. who cares.
280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: it was sexy. i liked it a lot. nice.
281. Homosexuals: no difference from heterosexuals. everyone hastheir own choice
282. Abortion: your choice
283. Inter-racial relationships: love is love
284. Murder: murderers should suffer
285. Death: happens
286. Obesity: don't have an opinion
287. Pre-marital sex: spread the love mannnn
288. Terrorism: fuck that
289. Pornography: hott shit right there. mmhmmm
290. Fortune tellers: what a crack pot
291. Threesomes: ok
292. Prostitution: uhh .
293. Politics: annoying yet essential i guess
294. Country music: it can be good
295. George W. Bush: fucking dumbshitassfuck.
296. Cloning: depends. sometimes its useless.
297. Britney's boobs: aw.
298. Gas prices in America: are horrid

~Name Game~
What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?.

299. Jack: jack 2000!
300. Tiffany: &Co
301. Ben: froooo ben! :)
302. Maria: spansh soap opera
303. Jennifer: Anistonnnn
304. Nicole:my cousin
305. Amy: no comment.
306. Adam: Brody is hot
307. Richard: my PAL!!
308. Justin: Timberlake
309. Arnold: governator
310. Tom: &Jerry
311. David: hahahaaa
312. Charlotte: hannahs sisterrr
313. Harold: Hey Arnold!
314. John: a wall?
315. Joel: Good Charlotte . again.
316. Vanessa: carleton.
317. Michelle: my bell. the beatles.
318. Kevin: english class man.
319. Brent: ahhaha i love brent.
320. Dylan: bob dylan woooo
321. Billy: bob thornton. uhhh
322. Sarah: peee buddies too
323. Natalie: awww peeee buddiesss
324. Christi: selenaaaa ay papiii
325. Nick: Lachey haha
326. Linda: reminds me of mrs caston
327. Taylor: fucking ugly ass name go to hell
328. Jordan: i liike
329. Jamie: awww i loove jaimieee
330. Adrian:i love that nameee

~Have You Ever....~
331. Mooned anyone? haha yup
332. Been on a diet? yeaaa
333. Been to a foreign country? canaddooo
334. Broken a bone? yesss LEG :(
335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? uh. nooo
336. Swear at a teacher?many times. not to their faces though
337. Talked to a lj member via e-mails or instant messages? si
338. Got in a fight? yeahhh
339. Dated a teacher? oh god no
340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? definatly
341. Thought about killing your enemy? many many times.
342. Gone skinny dipping? yes
343. Met another Blurty member in the flesh? i want oneee
344. Told a little white lie? of coursee
345. Told a secret you swore not to tell? probably
346. Stolen anything? nope
347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? oh god yes
348. Been on TV? yes! with the queen of jordan biatch
349. Been on the radio? no
350. Been in a mosh pit? yesss
351. Been to a concert? yes
352. Dated one of your best friends? yaa
353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? yeah
354. Decieved somebody close to you? i hope not
355. Broken the law? yeah. :(
356. Been to a rodeo? nooo
357. Been on a talk show? noo
358. Been on a game show? i want to be on the nickelodian shows-the old ones
359. Been on an airplane? yes
360. Got to ride on a firetruck? yess
361. Came close to dying? yes
362. Cheated on a bf/gf? we were on a break
363. Gave someone a piggy back ride? yup
364. Terrorized a babysitter? who do you think i am OF COURSE
365. Made a mud pie? yes!
366. Had a dream that our falling off a cliff?yesss
367. Snuck out of the house at night? yahhh
368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? yeah
369. Had an eating disorder? somewhat
370. Felt like you didn't belong? stiill
371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? yes
372. Smoked? noope
373. Done drugs? i am on drugsmwaha
374. Been arrested? no
375. Had your tonsils removed? no
376. Gone to camp? yesss
377. Won a bet? of course
378. Written a love letter? to hannah
379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? yess
380. Written a love poem? noo
381. Kissed in the rain? hm. i think so but it kinda sucked
382. Slow danced with someone you love? yeahh
383. Participated in cyber sex? ya its hilarious
384. Faked an orgasm? ahahaha...
385. Stolen a kiss? hhah. what?
386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? i dont know
387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? nope
388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love? yess
389. Gotten a speeding ticket? don't drive
390. Done jail time? no
391. Had to wear a uniform to work? don't work
392. Won a trophy? yaa
393. Thrown up in public? unfortunatly
394. Bowled a perfect game? not even
395. Failed/got held back? nope
396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? yaaa
397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? every halloweeeen
398. Taken ballet lessons? nope
399. Attempted suicide? nope
400. Cut yourself? nope

~Childhood Stuff~
401. Did you play with Barbies? i had minority barbie. she wasnt like other steriotypical bimbo barbies. as my parents would say. "i bet she didnt go to college"
402. Did you own Treasure Trolls? yes
403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? with my little boy friends when i was like 9aaha
404. Did you play Simon? ....yes?
405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock? i believe so
406. Did you wet the bed? haha yes
407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed? uh yaa
408. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them? nope
409. Were you shy? nooo
410. Were you spoiled? spoiled. no.
411. Were you abused? no
412. Did you go to the circus? nope
413. Did you go to the zoo? yes
414. Were you in a car accident? nope
415. Did you build snowmen? yess
416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee? yeah 
417. Were your older cousins mean to you? nope
418. Did you think slinkies were cool? fuck yes i did
419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? yah!
420. Were you afraid of the dark? i still am
421. Did you have slumber parties? yess
422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, curtains, sleeping bags, dolls and pajamas? nooo
423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany? nooo
424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy? YEAH

~Randomness~
425. Do you believe in aliens? yeah.
426. Name three things that are next to your computer: candy ipod phone
427. Do you have any hidden talents? yeah
428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? those were the days
429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? romantic comedy
430. What would your movie star name be? poobunny
431. Do you play any sports? yuppp
432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? The Ring
433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? finding neverland
434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen? dumb and dumberer
435. Do you drive? no
436. What is your dream car? viper/maserati
437. Do you think your good looking? noo
438. Do others think you are good looking?nooo
439. Would you ever sky dive? if i was pushed ya
440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? nope
441. How many rooms do you have in your house? 5 bedrooms
442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? no they're fuuun
443. Do you believe in God? nope
444. Do you believe in Satan? if you had Mrs Caston you would too
445. Do you believe there is a heaven? dunno
446. Do you believe there is a hell? dunno
447. Do you own a pooltable? nope
448. Do you have a pool? i wish
449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? yeah
450. Do you like chocolate? hellll yeah
451. Who/what is on your 2005 calendar?a book of insults!
452. How many U.S. states have you been to? a lot
453. Ever wished on a shooting star? NO! :(
454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? pipi longstockings
455. Do you carry any weapons on you? you name it . i have it. ill cutcha
456. What is your weakness? pretty boys. damnit.
457. Name something you can't get enough of: hannahseee
458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: weird, quirky, small
459. How many kids do you want to have? 2.
460. Future daughters names: marigold
461. Future sons names: papito
462. What is your ideal way to die? peacefully
463. How do you release stress? sleep+music
464. Are you a trendy person? dont know
465. Are you an artisitic person? yesss
466. Are you a realistic person? sometimes
467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? nope
468. Are you a strong person? i think soo
469. Are you a strong willed person?yesss
470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? myspaceee
471. Who is the last person to IM you? tylerr
472. Do you hate chain e-mails? yes
473. Are you a deep sleeper? nope
474. Are you a good story teller? haha nope
475. What do you believe is your best quality? loyalty/
476. What is your greatest accomplishment? dunnooo
477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? yes
478. Do you do yoga? yesss
479. Do you have your own credit card? not really
480. Let's say you win the lotto. ho damnnn
481. Do you have a check book? yep
482. Do you like your driver? eh?
483. Do you tan easily? no!!
484. What color is your hair naturally? blond
485. How many fillings do you have? noneee
486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? NONE
487. Worst feeling in the world? failure
488. Best feeling in the world? love
489. Is the glass half empty or half full? i dont know
490. Last thing you downloaded? jimi hendrixx biatchhh
491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? when i joke
492. What do you think people think of you? that im fucking weird
493. Are you a likeable person?probably not
494. Do you need therapy? yeah every day of my life.
495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? haa yes
496. What the best way to be proposed to? surprisingly
497. What kind of movie would you star in? comedy
498. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP? well i am fed up with ur QUESTIOns fuckhead
499. When are you moving? when i go to collegio
500. What's your favorite phrase? SUCK IT.		  
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total updation   
06:44pm 10/01/2005
 
mood: content
music: america- simon and garfunkel
out of boredum i will now write again. sveet.
today i had no homework
it was amazing
i watched garden state with my aunt. it felt like when i was little. aw.
that movie reminds me of my love. ps this weeked was aweeesomee cuz i loooove hannah siann she is attached to me via hip and she also eats babies.don't sleep in my bed dirty.
gr i have to go study.
goodnight tiny dancers.		  
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bleh   
02:25pm 09/01/2005
 
mood: uncomfortable
weekends go by too fast. i am bored and have no social life. hey how are you whats up. blahhh so anyywhoooo i think i should write in this more often. considering i have no time. maybe ill start posting pics. i dunno how though. hm. anyone want to teach me?		  
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my life is falling apart   
11:38pm 21/12/2004
 
mood: depressed
music: sound of silence
its been a while. i felt like saying something.

im lonely. im a loser. and i hate most everything about myself.

oh well.

i still have my friends

some more than others i guess

and i never see my family

im losing interest in everything..and i need help. i need to see my psychiatrist. my meds have fucked me over. social anxiety is tearing me apart... i cant make friends. i can't keep the ones i have. and i can't be alone. i am just utterly isolated...i guess thats when im the happiest.

.random.

i found out yesterday that this person i barely know has been talking a lot of shit about me....apparently im a stupid whore who is a horrible friend and shit. people have no maturity or respect these days. i dunno, it makes me feel even shittier than i already feel... and the fact that they have no consideration for anyone but themselves is just sad.

well i have my best friend hannah...and if im down she'll genuinely listen to me. i honestly feel lucky to have her.

i have my sister too, when shes around... not that often.

i write alot. i vent alot. no one reads this. which is probably for the best		  
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juxtapose THIS, bitches   
09:09pm 01/11/2004
 
mood: drained
music: jethro tull- the whistler
man, this weekend was nice.
FRIDAY
just shitty day at school as always, again and again and again. but i LOVE math so its cool. and then me y lisa y diane went to starbucks, as usual. addictions are real, kind souls- never do it. anywho hannahs lovely mother came to pick us all uppppp in the rannnnge rova and we went n chilled at hannahs, shortly after we were accompanied by matt and tyler so from then on, pretty much a jeetfest. i was hyper as fuck, if i may add. and i loved every single person in the room, true non perscribed love. just like sex
LATER THAT NIGHT
me lisa diane tyler and matt went to the glorious homecoming game. we lost, which is madness, but it was fun anyways. i love the diane and the funnel cake we shared together. if only there was a straw, it wouldve been just plain fancy!
SABADO!
totally went to my soccer game, although participation was not possible. then i went to hannahs, and then to sams. and that was so much fun. FUN FUN FUN!
sunday= halloween. taylor did homework all dilly dally day long.until 6:00: i believe the phrase "fuck this" was muttered, and i was off to hannahs. tyler and matt soon joined, followed by nilay. hes a cool guyyy.
- TOUCH THIS
- SMELL THIS
- SQUEEZE IT!
- TASTE THIS!
- WHAT IS A LEMA? A LEMAR?- its a fucking lemur, an animal. goddamn terrorist fucks.

yeah, and today was monday. WHAT NOW BITCHES I TOLD YOU MONDAY CAME AFTER SUNDAY!!!
psh fuck yeah it does.		  
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juxtapose THIS, bitches   
09:09pm 01/11/2004
 
mood: drained
music: jethro tull- the whistler
man, this weekend was nice.
FRIDAY
just shitty day at school as always, again and again and again. but i LOVE math so its cool. and then me y lisa y diane went to starbucks, as usual. addictions are real, kind souls- never do it. anywho hannahs lovely mother came to pick us all uppppp in the rannnnge rova and we went n chilled at hannahs, shortly after we were accompanied by matt and tyler so from then on, pretty much a jeetfest. i was hyper as fuck, if i may add. and i loved every single person in the room, true non perscribed love. just like sex
LATER THAT NIGHT
me lisa diane tyler and matt went to the glorious homecoming game. we lost, which is madness, but it was fun anyways. i love the diane and the funnel cake we shared together. if only there was a straw, it wouldve been just plain fancy!
SABADO!
totally went to my soccer game, although participation was not possible. then i went to hannahs, and then to sams. and that was so much fun. FUN FUN FUN!
sunday= halloween. taylor did homework all dilly dally day long.until 6:00: i believe the phrase "fuck this" was muttered, and i was off to hannahs. tyler and matt soon joined, followed by nilay. hes a cool guyyy.
- TOUCH THIS
- SMELL THIS
- SQUEEZE IT!
- TASTE THIS!
- WHAT IS A LEMA? A LEMAR?- its a fucking lemur, an animal. goddamn terrorist fucks.

yeah, and today was monday. WHAT NOW BITCHES I TOLD YOU MONDAY CAME AFTER SUNDAY!!!
psh fuck yeah it does.		  
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havent done this in a while, ey?   
03:16pm 18/10/2004
 
mood: enthralled
music: the byrds- Have you Seen her face
well helloooooo i have not updated for an assload of time now. i have NO time anymore. BLAH i dont even have time now for goodness moses. it suckssss. but the past couple of weeks have been awesome. homecoming with matt was awesome, i had all my friends over on saturday night incluuuuding hannah lisa diane jaimie tyler and matttt. YAY too bad calvin and anders couldnt come, oh welll THEY missed out. haha anywayss today i got my braces off FO SHO and it feels MARVELOUS! mm love it. and hannah is coming over soon and bringing me starbucks and her love. :) i love her. too much, i think. its also tylers birthday today...16 YEARS OLD! wowzas. happy bday TY! mwaha anywhooo my birthday is also coming up, so mark your calenders everyone. november 5th. thats like, less than a month for sureee. a simple phone call would do, any kind of phone call. you know..
BYE LOVERS		  
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helllooooooooo stranger   
09:18pm 25/09/2004
 
mood: giggly
music: led zepplin- houses of the holy
well this weekend hasnt been SO bad. friday nizzight was fun. but tomorrow i must do a large historia project soo yaaa. anywho, friday night twas poker night with the boizzz haha it was a BLAST with hannah...ahah we well Ty and Matt acknowledged our presence at LEAST. although their friends did not. haha we didnt exactly feel wanted, even though my poker playing skills are off the hiizz.. me and hannah still felt as if we should be cleaning/cooking/doing laundry. sheeit. so hannah then proceded to fix tyler up a sandwich. and since i was already proclaimed "whore" or "dirty slut" because someone had stolen my name, i then served the majestic sandwich to Tyler. after all this craziness of swinging and poker and such, me and tyler then had a FINAL showdown, the milk drinking contest that we have been waiting for, forever! but since TYLER has to be a MUTANT and drink 2%, i couldnt consume as much milk as he. so i lost. but nonetheless, kept my head held high. yeah sooo anywho that was that night, possibly the only night with friends for this weekend, which sucks huge balls. so yes. being the lovely computer nerd that i am i, of course, am updating! ohhhhh AH! okay
goodnight lovers an HATAZZ but mostly just lovers :)		  
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this is going to be a good one....i can FEEL it.   
02:20pm 12/09/2004
 
mood: bored
music: rufio- above me
this weekend was fun FO SHO! friday me lisa n dianey had an AMAZING little pow wow. mmmm pizza and swimming and MADNESS. whateverrr it was just fun. tuscany! and diving competitions....nice. they are just my soulmates. alrighty. so on satttt i had my first soccer game and we just kicked some PQ ass. jk we tied but the competition was HEATED. rage. after this, i headed to hannahs welcoming abode and me n her n tyler went to see napoleon dynamite againn. we were CRAZAYY. they're awesome. after, tyler went home and me and hannah just were our usual selves for that night. no im at home and bored. homework, BLAHHH
gooodbye lovers.		  
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loving it ALL of it   
05:28pm 05/09/2004
  tis glorious
************YOU,YOU,YOU***************
1. What is your full name? Taylor Dee Montminy
2.Nicknames? tay, taytay, T, minymonster, slutwhorebag, doublechin, CHUGS...

3. Siblings: devon, 19, cole, 11

4. Age: 15..almost 16

5. Sex: female

6. Social Security: whats yours?

7. Where do you live? sunny SAN DIEGOOOOO

8.What school do you attend? torrey pizzines

9. Pets: a fatass frog

10. Zodiac Sign: scorpio

11. Righty or Lefty: lefffty

*********YOUR LOOKS*********
12. Hair color: blonde

13. Eye color: blue

14. height: 5 0" ...

15. Do u wear contacts or glasses? reading glasses...

16. Do you have any piercing? 2 on my ears

17. Do you want more, if you do where? yeah, my eyebrow, more on the ears
18. Do you have a tattoo? nope

19. If so what and where? blahhh

20. Do you wear any rings? not really

21. Do you have a certain fashion you follow? not really, whatever fits

**********JUST LATELY***************Today’s date: August 31, 2004
22. How are you today? bored, alone, lazy

23. What pants are you wearing right now? victoria secret pjs

24. What shirt are you wearing right now? A&F tank thingg
25. What underwear are you wearing right now? american eagle YAYY and a bathing suit top

26. What does your hair look like at the moment? just down, pretty damn shitty
27. What song are u listening to right now? tis quiet

28. What was the last thing u ate? chips ahoyy

29. How is the weather right now? shitty

30. Last person you talked to on the phone: hannah

31. Last dream you can remember? going out to the movies, getting lost on the way to the theater alone

32. Who are you talking to right now? a bunch of ppl

33. What time is it?534

***********More about YOU!*****************
34. What are the last four digits of your phone number? 1829...4197...1493

35. If u were a crayon, what color would u want to be? brown

36. Have you ever almost died? when i was little

37. Do u like the person that sent u this? DUH i stole it from cora whom i love

38. How do u eat an Oreo:umm twist eat the frosting and then eat the cookies. only when im feeling playful though

39. What makes you happy? music from my childhood. good books.

40. What's the next CD you are going to buy? probably sex pistols/ the clash


41. What religion/denomination are you? agnostic

42. What's the best advice ever given to you? lots of shit

43. Have u ever won any special awards? a lot from piano competitions, soccer/gymnastics things...

44.What are your future goals: do well in highschool...go to a good college and decide what i want to actually do
45. Do u like to dance? of course

46. Worst sickness u ever had? scarlett fever...twas bad

47. What's the stupidest thing u ever done? i ever done..lol probably break my leg....fall on my crutches....

48. What's your favorite memory? hmmm being nextdoor neighbors with the hanmeister and just letting myself in her house whenever....and walking to kimmies like every day

49.If u could change one thing about yourself what would it be? more self confident...

50. Where do you shop the most? nordstroms, AF

51. How many kids do you want to have? no idea

52. Son's name? tristan

53.Daughter's name? hayley

54. Do you do drugs? nope

55.What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use? dove

56. What sport do you hate the most? basketball, curling! lolol

57 What are you most scared of? pedofiles ew

58. How many TV's do you have in your house? 3

59. Do you have your own?na

60. Do you have your own phone line? yup

61. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? yes like 4 sometimes a lamp

62. Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone? my leg, toe, collar bone

63. Who do you dream about? random ass people

64. Who do you tell your dreams to? hannah, friends i dunno

65. Who's the loudest friend you have? hm diane? not loud persay....

66. Who's the quietest friend you have? uh i dont have quiet friends

67. Is cheerleading a sport? its all fun and games until someone gets hurt. fuck cheerleading

68. How many licks does it take to get to the center of a lolipop? ask the owl

69. Which came first, the chicken or the egg? they both suck ass

*************YOU and LOVE************************
70. Do you believe in Love? i dont know

71. Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend? nope

72. Do you have a crush? not really

73. Who is your crush? pooopp

74. Did you send this to your crush? no

75. Do you believe in Love at first sight? thats all in your head

76. Where would you like to go on your honeymoon? hm boston? NY? idaho i dunno

77. What song do you want played at your wedding? led zepplin "stairway to heaven" simon and garfunkle "thesound of silence" the beatles "black bird"/"eleanor rigby"

78. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes

79. Longest crush?fuck that

80. Are you too shy to ask someone out? depends

81. Who do u want to spend the rest of your life with? uhhh like i know

82. Do you find yourself attractive? no

83. Do you find yourself ugly? no

84. Do others find you attractive? nope

85. Where do babies come from? what kind of sick and twisted person are you

~~~~~WHICH IS WORSE?~~~~~~~~~~~
86. Making out with Marilyn Manson or Rob Zombie? i dont know

87. Whats worse having your tonsils or appendix removed? uhh...TONSILS!

********ON GUYS FOR GIRLS TO FILL OUT (for girls only)*******

88. Boxers or briefs: boxers.

89. Curly or straight hair: straight

90. Tall or short: tall

91. Six pack or muscular arms: six pack i dunno

92. Good or bad guys: uh combination?

93. Hat or no hat:is it a sunny day perhaps?

94. Ears pierced or not: sure why not

95. tan or no tan: i dont care

96. Dimples or not? you're tacky and i hate you

97. Stubble or neatly shaven:nicely shaven

98. Rugged or sporty: i dont care

99. Studly or cutie: you bore me

100. Accent or not: SURE as long as its not german or something

101. Glasses? get contacts lazy ass

102. Smart or dumb: smart

103. What sport should he play? i dont care

104. dependent(whipped) or independent? a good combo

***********Pick One: THIS OR THAT*********************

129.Lights on/off: dim

130.sun or rain? sun

131. Mickey D's(McDonalds) or BK(Burger King: yuck

132. Do u like scary or happy movies better? happy/ funny

133. Backstreet Boys or NSYNC? nsync hollaaa

134. On the phone or in person? in person

135. Paper or plastic? plastic

136. Sausage or pepperoni? sausage

137. Summer or winter? summer

138. Hugs or kisses? kisses

139. Chocolate or white milk: white milk

140. Root Beer or Dr. Pepper: dr. pepper

141. Glass half full or half empty? just right
142. CD or Tape: cd

143. Tape or DVD: dvd

144. Cats or Dogs: both

145. Mud or Jell-O wrestling: mmm jellooo

146. Vanilla or Chocolate: choclate

147. Skiing or Boarding: skiing

148. Day or night: nightt

149. Cake or pie: cake

151. sunset or sunrise: sunset

****************Your FAVS*******************

152. Color: green, brown?

153. food: ice cream

154. Fast Food: KFC, nathans

155. Candy: sour patch kids

156. Beverage: milk

157. Ice Cream Flavor: mint chip, choclate peanutbutter
158. Sport: soccer, biking, gymnastics

159. Animal: puppys

160. Fave type of music?. classic rock, punk

161. Radio Station: 949, 1053....eh. they suck

162. Song: the beatles "michelle"

163. Band: lots of em

164. Number? 19

165. Fav. Actor or Actress? ehh

166. Fav. day of the year? XMAS!

167. Fav. month? july

168. tv show? south park, snl, family guy

169. Store: af, nordyss, BLEH

170. Scent: trish mcevoy- gardenias

171. Teacher: mrs king, mrs allain, ms thoww

172. Board Game: monopoly!

173. Saying: oh YOU!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~HAVE you EVER~~~~~~~
174. Loved someone soo much it makes you cry? no

175. Drank? yep.

176. Ever gotten dumped? hmm no not really

177. Broke the law? si

178. Ran from the cops? like...7 times i think. gnar.

179. Stole something? a few little things like chocolate when i was little. i used to be a klepto when i was like 8

180. Tried to kill yourself? nope.

181. Made yourself throw up? like twice

182. Been in love? nope

183. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? of course!


im such a dork. ta ta		  
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como estan bitches   
03:13pm 02/09/2004
 
mood: content
music: the beatles- lucy in the sky with diamonds
tis school time. i decided that in celebrating this glorious event that i should change my livejournal. so i did. TIS IN TIT just deliiiiicious? yeah. well im going to change it again ! IM SO GOOD WITH THS STUFF NOW! mwahahaha anywho. this is like the first day that i havent had like any homework so yay. tis fun. and on friday, it shall be like old times...if im allowed to go :) haha. whatever. ANYWHO friends should comment because THAT is what FRIENDS DO! im off . goodpeace		  
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ooohoho I STOLE IT!   
11:48pm 28/08/2004
  1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. Do you have a crush on me?

5. Would you kiss me?

6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

7. Describe me in one word.

8. What was your first impression?

9. Do you still think that way about me now?

10. What reminds you of me?

11. If you could give me anything what would it be?

12. How well do you know me?

13. When's the last time you saw me?

14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?		  
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where the fuck am i   
10:37pm 17/08/2004
  i feel like such shit right now. like a hot bag of shit right out of the microwave ready to explode. i have so much fucking shit on my shoulders and i feel like i can't do anything about it. i dont care that like i can listen to other people's problems and try my hardest to help them feel better but i just feel like i do a lot for not much in return. i dont know....it's probably just me complaining again and i know i really don't know what i would want in return anyways. its just like i feel below it all, somehow. im just watching everyone above me make choices and shit while i just stay right where i am and get trampled by a mob of crazy circus people. i feel so alone and alienated...it's as if i'm not capable of feeling. like there's no way to change where i'm going because im not really going much of anywhere. i have nothing going for me right now and nothing can ever change because to be honest, i don't really think I can ever change. oh well this the end of my little pity party shit. put on a happy face and move on like always.  
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